** I've made this poem 3 months ago for d person who lied & broke mah heart! **
I'M THROUGH WITH YOUR LIES!
As I painfully count the days passing by
I close my eyes wishing to awake from this terrible lie
Hoping that none of this ever happened, that our love didn’t die
But I can no longer lie to myself, so I give up and cry
I cry for the only guy I truly loved
I cry for all the lies I believed
I cry for all the fantasies I fantasized
I cry for all the kisses I kissed
I cry for all the hugs I hugged
I cry for all the moments we shared
I cry for actually thinking that you cared
And finally, I cry for believing that we will end up together
You were everything to me
My life without you I never wanted to see
By your side I forever dreamed to be
But now that everything came to a dreadful sudden end
I lost more than just a regular boyfriend
For I lost a lover, a soul mate
An ideal guy that I believed was brought to me by fate
I now feel so worthless, I’m filled with despair
I don’t feel like moving, I don’t even have the strength to brush my hair
I can no longer breathe, for you were my main source of air
I may smile but then Id suddenly fall into tears, this pain I can no longer
bear
How can I continue living when the best part of me is no longer there?
When we were still together, I sometimes imagined how my life would be
If we ever split apart and you were no longer with me
Just thinking of it caused me to cry, I never thought Id actually see
The day it came true and slowly started killing me
Yet the pain I felt while imagining it before
Is not even quarter of what I now have to endure
I sometimes pray that you’ll come back to me
And once again we will together be
But then I snap back into reality
And realize that I don’t want that at all
I no longer want to live a fake love story like before
I cant handle all that pain again anymore
Just days of it, and I don't feel like living anymore
I just want to think of an easy way to walk out of the door
And to say goodbye to you forever.
Wed Aug 25, 2010 12:55 am by HarmonyLev
» UNBOOTABLE YAZAK
Sun Mar 01, 2009 12:55 pm by -BeRTuD-
» ___AM NEW HERE___
Wed Dec 10, 2008 11:08 pm by -BeRTuD-
» _= BEDminton =_
Sun Nov 30, 2008 12:15 am by <_ianskie_>
» did i hit the right slot? hmm.. lovers' :(
Tue Nov 25, 2008 1:46 pm by emjae
» WANTED: IKAL
Tue Nov 25, 2008 1:43 pm by emjae
» mag wanted pa ba kaha ko!??
Sun Nov 23, 2008 8:49 pm by am_a_bitch
» Para sa mga MAGAGANDA!
Mon Nov 10, 2008 1:50 am by -BeRTuD-
» mj meets bao..
Mon Nov 03, 2008 1:39 pm by emjae
» still here!
Mon Nov 03, 2008 1:26 pm by still